While I've always been an imaginative child, I became particularly immersed in the various worlds I would create in my head and from the books I read during Covid 19 quarantine. This piece reflects the way that I would submerge myself into my own worlds as opposed to the real one, represented by the submerged cityscape. Whales are often associated with solitude and unbridled curiosity, both things that were a big part of my experiences during quarantine. Using various colours to paint my face, I wished to convey the lack of normalcy I experienced during those times: because 2020 had been such a abnormal time it seemed fitting that instead of realistically painting my face, I would take stylistic liberties like messy brushstrokes and colours like pink and purple.

  This piece was inspired by a core memory of mine. When I was younger, I visited an aquarium with my family, and we came across a large cylindrical tank in which hundreds of fish were swimming in the same direction. However, there was one fish that was swimming in the opposite direction from the others. My mother told me to follow the norm and never “become that fish”. However, I now believe that in order to succeed, especially in areas that require creativity like art, I need to think differently from everyone else. At first glance, most people would think that the fish swimming in the direction opposite from everyone else was going backward, but in reality, that fish may have been swimming forwards.

  이 작품은 망망대해 속 컴퓨터 모니터라는 희망을 붙잡고 있는 나의 모습이다. 지난 3년간 끝없을 것 같았던 팬데믹 속에서 점점 지쳐가는 나에게 한 가지 희망으로 남아있었던 것은 바로 온라인 세상이다. 몸과 마음 모두 지쳤지만 다음을 기약하는 약속들과 온라인으로 만날 수 있었던 사람들 덕분에 하루 하루를 버텨 이겨냈었던 나의 모습을 담았다.

  이작품은 내가 추구하고 원하던 삶과 그렇지 않은 다른 삶으로 인해 무너져 버렸던 나의 시간과 나에 대해 느껴지는 수많은 시선들 그리고 그 속에서의 혼란함에서 나오는 분노를 표현한 작품이다.

 시간이라는 개념이 주는 압박과 무서움이 나 자신을 공허하게 만들고 나 자신을 집어 삼킬 것만 같은 시간이 나를 향해오면서 점점 무너지고 망가져가는 나 자신이 분노로 변해가는 모습을 보여준다. 그리고 그런